Saturday, November 14, 2009
Quantemplating 0
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Inglourious Basterds
Watched this movie yesterday. A definite thumbs up and would rate it 4/5.
Its not as good as Pulp Fiction, but its a pretty good watch. I found it a little hard to understand Brad Pitt's accent in the beginning, but what the heck..half the movie is in French and German and subtitles help.
Its about two independent plots to blow up hitler and some of his key men who work in the SS and Gestapo. One being set up by the Basterds(who land in France before the Allies came through Normandy) and the other by Melanie Laurent (Shosanna). Melanie Laurent is refreshingly beautiful, esp in the red dress she wears for Operation Kino. The shootouts, gunfights, flying bullets and blood splashing scenes are all wonderfully choreographed and stylistic in the usual Quentin Tarantino's fashion. Also watch out for Christoph Waltz who has done a damn good job as the Nazi officer who is nicknamed 'The Jew-Hunter' in the movie and is a central character.
I wouldn't mind watching it again. If you are watching it for the first time, it has to be in the theaters.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Budhdhism
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Violin lessons
My teacher's pretty strict about one thing. She will not proceed to the next lesson unless she is satisfied with the performance in previous lessons. This is pretty good...but the problem is that she insists on knowing the lessons by heart. That does take a tremendous amount of practice. Of course, there is no point mugging those notes like the way I mugged tables during school days. These notes get (pretty much) permanently embedded into your brains when you practice and practice. Perhaps this is her way to get her students to practice as much as possible. As she puts it, knowing where to place the fingers right, practice, an ear for music and bhava (feeling) constitute in being a good Carnatic Violinist. She gives a very good example of how important bhava is. I should write it in a separate post.
After a month of classes, I am still stuck in the 1st two lessons. And tomorrow is again a test for me. Aaahh I know I can't clear. The second lesson is still not in my mind.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Modeling zombies
Monday, August 10, 2009
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Q & A
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Back to work
It’s been a while. Back with my ex-employer. Fortunately there are still a number of familiar faces. That doesn’t make feel all that new to this place.
The HR lady was walking me through the new-hire formalities. She told me, “I know you would be new to this place, you might feel lonely and left out, but don’t worry….we have..this and that and this as well…”. I said, “Relax, I am an ex-employee of this company. I have been here for four years before.” Yippeee I like the looks on the faces when I take them by complete surprise. I was quick to correct some of the information on the VPs they put in the ‘intro to the company’ documents.
And then there were a paragraph on the company’s soccer team which is active and regular. I smiled reading that. The last time we played a match was the year I left. And following that was in-house rock band…and again I thought, the last time we really had a band of our own and played a nice jig was just before the year I left.
C’mon whom are you trying to fool.
Lot of fresh grads are being hired…works best for the company, cost wise. All of them including me are bundled into temp cubicles for now (space crunch here). My cube’s surrounded by constant chit chats of freshers around..girls giggling…everyone wishing each other ‘happy friendship day’ early this week. Discovering their first days of earning. I’m sure it must be fun for them.
Coming to adults (late 20s and above), they have lost enthu. They so much get sucked up in the corporate life, shuttling between home and office. Sadly, I see so many around being stuck in the rat race I don’t want to be a part of. It can be worse or better (lemme be politically correct J ) if you are married and definitely _____ if you have a kid. It’s not about this place. Any work place you see here or outside India, it’s pretty much the same. Humans everywhere have the same vices and virtues. They are only a shade apart.
There’s so much more to write and share. Falling short of time. Besides my new apartment’s not been setup completely. Broadband not yet available at home and that makes me feel disconnected. I still have to start experimenting with my Canon. More to come later…perhaps on a different blog.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Beware of having an over concern for money or position or glory. Some day you will meet a man who cares for none of these things. Then you will know how poor you are.
-Rudyard Kipling in an address at McGill University, Montreal, Canada
Now, that I have loads of time on my side, I have to catch up for all the time I didn't spend reading non-technical books.
I hope to read this next: Meditations by Marcus Aurelius. Here is a link for that from MIT's website.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Redistribution of wealth
Check it out at http://the-post.net/
Monday, June 22, 2009
back home
I owe a BIG thanks to my family and friends who have helped in some way or the other during my short stay in sg. I have left NUS with a lot of warm memories. Made a lot of friends with whom I hope to maintain long lasting relationships. Specially some of my lab mates, my flatmates, folks from the Physics, Pharmacy, FASS departments made my life quite interesting.
If there is anything that I would regret is that I traveled so less. The only place noteworthy that I visited was Cambodia. Need a separate post to cover my Cambodia trip, which I hopefully will in this week itself.
Right now, enjoying the laid back life. Although things still remain uncertain on what I would be doing next, for now, I don't really care.
I need to stop being lazy and write more and read more. Looking forward to the Krav Maga training session this weekend.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Secret to get best help from cust. service
Watch it to believe me...
Now TED has a blog in which, Hans Rosling, in one of his interviews shares this little secret. Here is the link of the complete interview.
"In fact, I have the secret to how to get the best help immediately from any customer service, like the phone company or the bank or anything. I have the best line, it always works. You want to know what it is? When I call, I say, “Hello. I am Hans Rosling and I have made a mistake.” People immediately want to help you when you put it this way. You get much more when you don’t offend people."
This is so true. Even though this is just a feel good factor, I'm sure, it will work. Next time around when I call up some customer care, I will try this out.
On a side note, after years of speaking to customer care execs. located somewhere in India with fake US accents, I landed up speaking to someone who is actually an American situated in the US who helped me postpone my flight tickets. Expedia strangely does not allow you to do this online, but a pleasant change nevertheless.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Restless in Sg
Back to TinyOS programming helping a l-mate in getting some results.Cant avoid..I can't even head back home without finishing it. Work wise there is nothing much to be done. I still need to finish my application process for my PhD at NUS which I am doing it so unwillingly. Awaiting results from two more Unis. I know its gonna be negative, but even having a 1% hope is sometimes bad when you are sure you can't make it. Even if its bad news, it should come soon...atleast some uncertainities will come to an end. Worst case, I will have to put up with a job on a more permanent basis. Not a bad choice esp. when its gonna give me a more relaxed life...and to add, there will be more joy when I buy an Enfield Bullet. My D-SLR is already waiting for me and so are many road trips which I have been missing for the past 18 months. I can think of a part-time PhD sometime later from II*c or I**-B.
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Have been shopping off late..like crazy for my parents..her parents, her friends...aargh..and when I am tired,we go catch a movie at a nearby cinema. I have probably seen 4-6 in the last 2-3 weekends. The best has been a German movie I watched yest., 'The Baader-Meinhof Complex'. This movie deserves a separate post. The rest{Angels and.., Terminater Salvation, A Night at ..., X-Men, 99 } really dont deserve much attention.
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Future is still uncertain, but what I am looking forward to the most, is my trip to Angor Wat.
If my thesis defense doesnt happen before May30th, I am doomed. I will have to cancel this trip and perhaps postpone my flight tickets to b'lore as well. Keeping my fingers crossed on the dates.
Until then I have to finish writing my report and get ready for the presentation.
Friday, May 8, 2009
The great Indian dance of democracy
Post Mumbai 26/11, all of them came on the streets bashing security lapses and sleeping politicians, rightly so. The youth suddenly realized how important it is to vote and make a difference, however small it may be.
Percentage of people voted in Mumbai 2004 elections: ~49%
Percentage of people voted in Mumbai 2009 elections: ~44%
Percentage of people voted in Bangalore 2009 elections: ~46%
The people who will rule in Mumbai and B'lore clearly belong to the minority.
Here is a funny piece: reasons why people didn't vote in the South Mumbai constituency
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Courtesy rediff:

Here are 10 reasons why South Mumbai didn't come out to vote on April 30.

* Clashed with Salsa class
* Election whites not drycleaned
* No candidate a hottie
* Tony Jethmalani contesting from suburbs. Sigh
* No valet parking at booth
* Spotted servant in queue ahead of us
* Driver not come
* Elections over dude, Obama won!
* No party tackling real issues, eg, reduce Goly Gym rates.
* No home delivery!
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And some more genuine ones to add:
1. Name not found in the electoral list
2. Heat waves
3. Fear of Maoists (terror attacks)
4. There is no 'None of the above' option in voting machine
5. All the contestants in my constituents are criminals and scoundrels
Any other reason apart from these are mere excuses. Lovely..urban apathy at its best..I'm sure some of the reasons quoted above are true and wont be much different for B'lore as well. If behenji (Mayawati) comes to power which of course I DO NOT want, whom do you blame. Of course a big part of the blame is on ourselves. I guess we all deserve it to some extent. Now, how do you change all this ?
Clearly, voting alone wont be the solution. I strongly think, by mere voting things are clearly not going to change a lot. But, abstaining from voting wont do any difference at all. I guess voting is important. It is a necessary but not a sufficient condition for better governance. When you have such a rotten system to govern such a complex society, we need an equally strong and influential force to counter it, let alone change it. The youth which has a clear thinking have to join politics at all levels, in all ranks and file of the system. There has to be a movement, right from the Panchayat Rajs upto national level politics. Education at all levels is needed and education does not merely mean learning how to read and write. Whats more important is to question, analyze and think and ACT. Whoever comes to power, should implement the following changes, that will bring in people's confidence in the system:
1. Police reforms
2. Administrative reforms
3. Judicial reforms
Of course, all these institutions, Police, Administration and judiciary have to decoupled from the politicians. They are meant to serve the society and not the ruling parties. They don't have to be accountable to the ruling party, but to the society like the politicians should be.
The problem is also with the way our society is, our upbringing is. The Indian society is a highly individualistic society. What comes first is 'me', 'I', then the family, then friends, society, state and yeah if there is some space left, then the country. Right from pre-nursery, kids are taught to study, be competitive, get good grades. Being part and winning the rat race is inculcated right from childhood. Here lies the basis of building the process of 'me-first', 'me-first' attitude. We all grow up being a selfish lot. We keep our houses clean and wont bother to keep our streets and neighbourhoods clean. Who the fuck cares as long as 'I' am clean and happy and am getting what I want. This is the attitude of a typical Indian. Everything else comes later. Even when it comes to issues people face in the country, everything is localized, though people across the breadth and length of the country faces similar issues. Water, bad governance, corruption, safety -- all these problems are not restricted to a single place or state. Its sprinkled all over the country. The problem, as Arun Shourie puts it, there is no one who can clearly channelize these issues to be fought on a national level. There are no national movements. There is no leader who can do this, who can weave a common thread to bind the different communities across the entire nation. The only leaders who can do it were during the pre-independence era - M.K Gandhi, Sardar Patel are no more. Most of the leaders today thrive on caste politics and have myopic view on the country's future. Though, there are some(Arun Jaitely, Kapil Sibal, Arun Shourie) who have amazing clarity in thought, a handful cant make much of a difference. Obviously these people are right at the top, there is no way such clarity is percolates right down to the bottom, to the leaf nodes. Of course, there is no magic potion to to solve this, but a nation, we need to think about this seriously and start executing plans. Change our archaic British-raj laws, have a more practical system in place. While the British have moved on changing the rules and laws in their country, we still are stuck in old-era style of governance. We should perhaps learn a few lessons on administration and accountability from Singapore.
But, I do see things change, however gradual it may be. India, being a democratic country also ranks pretty good in freedom index and in freedom of press. It may not be as high as US is, but its much much better than many nations such as some Islamist and communist countries, where hardly have any say in the affairs of the country. We should make good use of it to make things happen. As I write this, there is a TV show going on hosted by one of India's leading news channel, where some politicians are debating on low voters turnout and if voting has to be made compulsory. Someone from the audience said, "All the politicians out there are scoundrels. Why should I vote ?". One of the politicians commented on that saying, "If you are not happy with the current breed of politicians, please, please assert your anger." People still are not feeling the pinch of bad governance. I'm sure once the tolerance levels are breached, there is going to be a massive movement. I am waiting for that.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Lost, but not lost
Especially if you have fought the good fight
Given it your all ...
every ounce of your strength, passion, belief
And have not been scared to wounded, to be hurt,
to be dragged through the mud
Because in the end you may just find ...
That you have not lost ...
Courtesy: Tehelka
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Movie Compilation
Iranian
1. Children of Heaven (4.5/5)
2. Close-up (4/5)
3. The White Balloon (4.5/5)
4. Persepolis (4.5/5)
5. Taste of Cherry (4/5)
6. Through the Olive Trees
7. The Colors of Paradise
8. Each Night of Solitude (3.5/5)
2. Korean
1. My Sassy Girl (4/5)
2. Spring Summer Autumn Winter and Spring (4.5/5)
3. Windstruck (3.75/5)
3. Japanese
1. Letters from Iwo-Jima (4.25/5)
2. Rashomon (4/5)
3. Ikuru
4. French
1. Amelie (4/5)
2. Delicatessan (4.5/5)
3. Trois (3.75/5)
4. Mon Unkle (4/5)
5. 13 (4.5/5)
6. Trois Couleurs (3.5/5)
7. La Mome (4.5/5)
8. Love me if you dare (Jeux d'enfants) (4/5)
Spanish
1. Ton of luck (3.5/5)
Iceland
1. Coldtrail (4.75/5)
Italian
1. The Bicycle Thief (4.5/5)
2. Big Deal on Madonna Street (4.75/5)
Portuguese/Brazilian
1. City of God (Cidade de Deus ?? ) (4.5/5)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
strangled by python
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Time well spent
The party was to begin at 10. We reached there at 11.30 and still most of them hadn't come.
Lesson learnt: Iranian parties...don't expect everyone to be punctual.. Hung around till 3 before a funny cabbie drove us back home. He mistook me to be a burmese..*english burmese* to be precise...haha..Reminded me of the US immigration officier..who asked me to stay back for a secondary check as they thought I looked like a Mexican convict they were looking for..heck..WTF.. I had visited the US atleast half a dozen times before and the last time being barely 6 months ago and never did I have any problems in immigration. There was no harassment so to speak, but just that you have to spend more time waiting for the clearance after a 24-hr long flight is not a interesting experience.
Coming back to the point...yeah...great fun..time well spent.
Sat night, had been to try out hookahs at the Arab street. I wished I had gone to this place earlier. Great time again..with some old friends..followed by late night south indian dishes..yum yum..great music, again it was quite similar to the one we had danced to the night before. Have to cut down on the cigarettes...I can almost feel the dirt in my lungs.
I need to visit this place again before I leave.
Today: lazed around so far..S's bday today, bought a gift for him..and still deciding if we should go watch 'The Reader'
Overall, a great weekend..after spending most weekends in the past 2 months in the lab, this one has given me a much needed break..
Aargh..Monday arrives tomorrow..need to get some good sleep tonight.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Departures
Title: Departures (Japanese)
Genre: Drama
Rating: 4/5
I didn't know this one had won an Oscar in the best foreign film category. Its a lovely movie.
The male protagonist lands up in a job which deals with performing post-death rituals such as cleaning the deceased, changing their clothes, dressing them up..basically preparing them for their final journey after death. The process is itself quite elaborately shown in the movie. A lot of human emotions about death and the profession he is in is what is highlighted in this movie.
The movie has its poignant moments which can make one's eyes moist.
No wonder, the girl on my left, the girl on my right (which is my wife) and a girl behind were all *sob sob*
I heard this movie took 10 years in the making and the hero's wife Ryoko-Hirosue(a very cute girl), the Japanese actress is a pop singer as well.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Remembering Don Quixote

"The moment their arms spun freely in our air, they were doomed -- for Man has earned his right to hold this planet against all comers, by virtue of occasionally producing someone totally batshit insane"
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Those who are familiar with Don Quixote de la Mancha would relate to this cartoon strip :)
Brings back my childhood memories. Its so refreshing. I was around eight when I first (and only time) read Don Quixote de la Mancha, by Cervantes.
The book and that whimsical character Don Quixote made me laugh like crazy.
For those who can't make sense out of those cartoon, there is an incident in that book where Don Quixote mistakes the windmills to be knights and charges at them only to bang against the knight (windmill) and they fall apart..thats he and his horse..or was it a donkey..don't remember..
Its a must read book..pick it up at leisure time.. The original piece is in Spanish..so there are different translations available..its good to review the translated piece before you buy one.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
And the top 10 things I miss....
* road trips and long drives in my swift
* office parties, pranks, fun, beer bash and gossips at office
* late night get togethers at home
* lazy sunday afternoon naps
* mom's food
* half-yearly trips to US {the awesome weather in California, visit to local temples ;) }
* cushy comfortable life (financially)
* festivals/celebrations
* smokes and tqila, honey.*ts and life without a tv
* 24hour sat radio/music
* theatre fests, music festivals, dance fests
* chaotic traffic, cows on the roads
* life's little uncertainties...like there are not enough now.. :)
time to get back to work..
Friday, February 27, 2009
slumdog fever: waiting to get over with it
Thankfully the election is over. He won it..and just when you thought it is over...all I see is slumdog smashed all over TV screens and online print.
I watched the movie for the director. The movie was just ok.. the background score is great and so is the cinematography. Screenplay..hmmm well..above average. The movie does not deserve the hype it got and most certainly not the number of Oscars it won. If it were an Indian-made movie, it would have never won it. As Danny Boyle said..its after all a British movie...haha
Danny has done better movies (Trainspotting) and Rehman has composed better scores. Ask any Indian, its very unlikely they would disagree with me.
The kids acting were the best in the movie..Freida Pinto and Dev do get so much of undeserved attention, fame and adulation they are getting. Certainly not worth it. Whats shocking is Freida getting a role in Woody Allen's next..
This is what I call 'being in the right place at the right time'. You don't have to always be a genius to be a part of the best of the world.
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Movie Review: Amelie (7/10)
Links: IMDB and Wiki
Speaking of movies, I watched Amelie last week in my lab. Lovely movie. You have to be in the right mood to watch it.
* its about a fun loving girl (Amelie) and about her life
* a light movie with loads of comedy and romance
* lovely background score and music.. (my mobile ringtone is from this movie)
* Audrey Tautou who plays Amelie's character is very adorable
* you feel life can be so good when you are done watching. You end up walking with a spring in your step :)
How does it feel
I *used* to play well. Have played for my college before. Am out of touch for the past few years. After much deliberation I decided a couple of days back to give it a try. A friend of mine who is in her 8th month still has an amazing enthu for sports. I lost the match..3-0. She hardly had to move..and I had to jump around, round and round, here and there, up and down to smash it up and get even close to her quality of the game.
My bruised ego needs to be nursed...
Today's matches were better..thoroughly enjoyed it. Drew a set each with her and won against someone else. Ne to play more though. Feels good when you sweat it out. Its good to know your physical limitations.
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Friday, February 20, 2009
La Vie En Rose
{ On a side note, the French movie bearing the same title is a must watch. Marion Cotillard won an Oscar for her stellar and scintillating performance. Non, je ne regrette rien, is another lovely track. Look out for the powerful voice of Edit Piaf }
Here is the lyrics for the title song.
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Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me heaven sighs
And tho I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
Im in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
kite flying festival
talk about writing posts and publishing it in burstmode..I still have two posts to write, but they can wait..hmm will have to space these out..they can wait for a few days..
Had been to the kite flying festival/competition today. Its been almost a decade and a half since I've flown kites. After a few tries, got a hang of it. Some pics above, more on my album in Facebook.
ki haal hai bhai...
With that my first brush with kernel programming has begun. Felt pretty good finishing one small part of my dissertation. Added a logging facility to ip-dummynet in FreeBSD. Still a long way to go tho.
With all these happening, I somehow managed to find time to send around 5 applications for PhD at different Universities in Europe. Getting an admit in NUS seems relatively simple but somehow not to keen on continuing here. My Profs still need to send in reccos. Results should start pouring in by Mar end. If I don't make it to any of the places, will have to find a job :(
My contract ends April and my dissertation will last till May/June, so I still have to find a way to survive till then.
The annual Career Fair at NUS was a joke (well..except for all the free goodies everyone got). Credit Suisse had announced a loss of 8bn USD the previous day and I was wondering why are they wasting money in putting up a stall here..My friend who works there mentioned he might not be on board after dec '08. Most of the companies are looking for interns..a cheap way out..haha.. Lucas Arts seemed to have an opening which suited my profile. well..only in terms of programming skills they need.. But with the downturn still around I cant figure why would they take me instead of trying out some locals first. After all I am still a foreigner in this land. So not much of hopes on that front either..
NetApp, where I worked before has laid off around 60 in B'lore and 5% worldwide. Its ironic that it has been voted for the top spot in 'Best Places to Work For' list for this year, dethroning Google which is now in 4th spot.
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Watched Slumdog Millionaire. Its actually pretty good, tho a little below my expectations. Screenplay and music are the best parts of the movie. The kids acted better than their grown-up versions of the characters. Would certainly give it a rating of 4/5.
The movie's OST is absolutely wonderful, especially Latika's Theme..music, sometimes can be hauntingly melodious..this one too keeps lingering in your mind long after you are done with it.
